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Right now my computer is falling apart around me (Major graphics problems requiring full reinstall... booooo) and I have spent the past 4 hours talking to a "chick" that I am am really into... So things aren't all bad... LIKE YOU CARE! YOU JUST WANT TO READ MY YEAR IN REVIEW DON'T YOU! FINE! IS THAT ALL I AM TO YOU! hehe... here goes!
theme song "Warning Sign" by COLDPLAY (Track 08 on A RUSH OF BLOOD TO THE HEAD)
YEAR IN REVIEW! here are my resolutions from December 2002.
1. Lose weight, eat better, and get in shape. - I did eat better for most of the year. In the beginning of November I got a membership at BALLY'S and put myself on a fairly strict diet (That has gone to hell over vacation). How did I stick with it? Routine. My job (albeit shitty at times) does lend itself well to a routine. I thinned up alot (IMHO) and am looking forward to next year.
2. Stop drinking/Stop being depressed - I didn't drink ANYTHING ALL YEAR. Until my birthday that is... that was a fun night and I had a driver. As far as the depression thing goes... Well I moved out and have felt much better since. Still lonely though.
3. Get in a better financial state/ Buy a suit - I sucked it up and went back to TAG (for now)... that put me in a much better financial state.
4. Write, Write, Write - Well... My writing lapsed a bit this year... Probably because there wasn't much to say. I did do ALOT of thinking though.
5. Plant a tree - What did I do for humanity this year? Hrmmm... I kept my website open and I have been told people read it. So if it helped ONE person I guess I am doing something!
6. Get on the career track - Well... this year wasn't so much about what I want to do with my life... It is was I DON'T want to do. I realized I am not suited for the pressures of being a EMT...
*DRUMROLL*....and now to this year's resolutions...
1. Clear up my life: I have removed many of the "Distractions" from my life (If that is you than I am sorry)... I buried what was left of the skeletons in my closet. I picked up the pieces of my heart off the ground (or as many as I could find) and got my head together.
2. Find the path: You know I actually considered my job as a career option? Well... after the "Fuck you and a smile" that we got for a Xmas bonus... Hellz no! I am going to figure out some way to get out of my job and into some more money. Whether that includes going back to school for SOMETHING or winning the lotto... Something's gotta give. This year I have to figure out what the hell I am going to do with my life.
3. Plant more trees: Continue to do my service to the benefit of humanity! I plan to keep my site open for all of 2004. With all of my writing... If that helps ONE person... Or makes ONE person smile and be happy for just a moment of their life... Then I am making a difference.
4. Be vulnerable again: I have to open myself up to the world. No more of this "Nothing can hurt me" crap.
5. Get fucking RIPPED: I need to pump me up! Continue on my routine/diet and get pecs and abs! Make the honies swoon (including ex's!) Get to the point of doing the "Look at yourself in the mirror" workout!
6. Write MORE and DO SOMETHING with it!: You give up all that academic potential to be an "Artist" and it just sits there! Sell damn you SELL! Sell out!
PLAN B LIST
1. Get my 15 minutes of fame!
2. Win the lotto!
3. Get hypnotised to think that I live ON the O.C.! (Summer, Anna, Marissa - gotta try em all - HOTTIEMONS!)
anyways... looking forward to the future for once... So welcome to:
Faith and the Elusive Deity...
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posted by deaDpixeL @ 1:54 AM
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I love you Ariel!